2021 pt.5 Gut girl and Psychward

I had a dream with this girl, we were in some,, disturbing dream world of some sort. We had to get blood, we were in a land that was pure blackness but the blood puddles below us gave us light. We stopped when we looked ahead to see gushes of blood going down but stopping then goes again, as soon as it stopped we went down a hole below quickly so we wouldnt get hit by it. Everything stunk,, I believe we were going through flesh? The long black haired girl with side bangs that covered her eye grabbed the blood we needed. I left first due to me being grossed out by everything... I dont remember much after but I do know that there was more before the blood dream with her. Next thing I knew I was back into the psychward! I was in bed but for some reason mom was with me, I started ranting to her about how much so hate the psychwards here and how much better they are in different countries(?), I remember explaining how you can add photos to your walls and have fairy lights up (probably not) and youre allowed your phone. She laughed it off but then I said you can have your phone too! ,,Im pretty sure theyre private tho.. which costs money.,, I mumble we talked a bit more but ig I fell asleep cause somebody woke me up, nurses maybe. When I woke up mom wasnt with me, I went outside to see other patients, a teenage boy and girl and a kid maybe 10-ish. Nothing much happened but I started to cover up my face with makeup in the middle of the place? We arent allowed makeup so thats weird. When I was doing it my quote on quote friends came up and asked why was I doing it, I got embarrassed but they showed me they had some makeup on too? So I don’t feel bad? Idk but I still didnt use the makeup cause I felt ashamed. We then were in a room where we had English, we had to voice over mlp for some reason lmao. the boy and the kid were on fire but me and the girl were quiet (obviously) but then the two left the room leaving us! Awkward! I think me watching mlp sort made my dream into a mini movie when it turned into watching it??? Tho I ended up back in the psychward dream except now we were playing baseball ,,I hate baseball I say,, I complain to everyone, I got into position but I hate to throw the ball to another kid. I threw it but for some reason I was VERY weak.. so it just flipped to the floor I tried again but it did the same except went past the kids,,, embarrassing! ,,I-I cant! Im too weak!,, I say so everyone sloppily switched places. For some reason the kid I knew before turn into a half man half horse thing? He was blue horse, he started complaining abt something but another half blue horse half human is supporting him. I dont remember after that.